Tranquility
a state of calm
or peacefulness
that can be achieved,
I understand,
by reaching a state
of quietness
and serenity.
It has become
a pleasant thought
unbeknownst to me
for many a year.
I spend my life
yoyoing between
chaotic panic and
lessor anxiety
but I never reach
placidity or restfulness.
Is it my fault?
you are right to ask
Maybe,
I chose my career
quite ignorant of how
it would all unfold.
Can I change it?
Possibly,
I could perhaps go back
and restart
but twenty years down the line
it’s quite a challenge.
Would it work anyway?
I don’t believe so
extreme anxiety is now
so completely embedded
in my work ethos
it has become
a way of life
living on the edge
and diving off
just like a lemming,
destined,
to drown in adrenaline.
To much time has passed
it’s too ingrained
to be easily changed.
I…
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